somehow i guess I just expect
that it’s going to happen,
that i don’t have to do anything at all
Just another year in the life,
thinking that if i want to walk
then first i’ve got to crawl
i want to believe that it’s true,
that it’s something anyone
at all can do,
but when i look in the mirror and sigh,
because i’m still the same me,
no matter how hard i try,
and i make the same dumb mistakes
and the same shitty calls,
same turnpike rest stop bathroom stalls,
i wonder if it’s possible
or if all those stories of change are hoaxes,
all those reformed men and women
are bogus,
and their act imposes
a false reality to the rest of us.
am i stubborn,
or am i simply because i am?
These are questions not for me,
that i’m sure can be solved
by Euclidean geometry,
but for now let’s try and see
if the adaptive imagination
of the human psyche,
with all it’s infinite potential,
can change
my apparently zodiac destiny,
and break me free from these
pleasantly self-destructive
tendencies.
October 17th, 2014 at 3:34 am
VERY GOOD
September 19th, 2015 at 5:06 pm
Oh ! God!!
Where are you?
Every one says
You are in everything
You are in everywhere
You are in light and Sound
You are in all
I could find you every time
every where
Even in dark and light
I am able to see by my inner sight
How it is possible you have created
so much
How it is possible you are ruling on
everything
My inner sight tells that God is in my
Soul
Without my soul I remain nothing
Oh God No one can measure you
I am just falling on your feet and pray
for your good wishes
by Ayyan