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Ashamed

Face bent in an

Unending frown and

Unhappily laughing

at Fraudulent company

Trying to fit in to a

World with standards

That are seemingly

Unreachable, untouchable

sired by masked butchers

Struggling to be herself

when she is Afraid

she isn’t good enough

Hungrily staring at

the screen and Desperately

trying to create

that Illusion

that Everything she does

isn’t just to protect this

delusional structured Pattern

of Pity and misguided intention

and flattering Insanity

Her mind lost in a

Societies Venomous touch,

confused and Sometimes

Regretting her Whole-hearted

Devotion to fit in

to this Television world

of glamorous Emptiness

and Sometimes

Hating herself

for falling scared

Helpless and shackled, in

Invisible chains does she

freely walk about,

Seeing the World

through a distorting haze

her vision Fades

with Eyes half-shut

The Infernal, complex,

and Invincible structure

that Haunts her in

her dreams and drives

Her Insaine that

she is obsessed

addicted and

Ashamed

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About marcofreschi

I live in the Ocean and write poetry View all posts by marcofreschi

2 responses to “Ashamed

  • earthslang

    This is really good; you bring out a lot of the conflicting emotions and ambivalence she feels. I also appreciate you referring to some of the macro level institutional barriers she is facing. The imagery and overall writing is very good as well.

    • marcofreschi

      Thanks for checking it out! I find this poem to be true about some people that I know sadly, and it breaks my heart. I appreciate the comment earthslang you’re a champion

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