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Rush

Rush to the stage

three hours early.

just to see those lights.

the extra-ordinary orgasm of sound.

Cannot wait for them to start

“closer to the heart”

feel the release of your stress

“Aboard the Thailand Express”

Geddy Lee takes up the bass

not but ten feet from your face.

The essence and presence

of the one Neil Peart

with this music how can the world feel hurt?

The sweet music flies by

“Tears that fall from eyes that only cry?”

A sight only this show can provide your eyes

“Follow men’s eyes as they look to the skies”

The last killer rift from Alex Lifeson

and this wonderful spectacle is done.


Space

Let your mind wonder

as you begin to ponder

what we deem to be life.

Feel your body sink

as you begin to think,

the next logical step, death.

Feel your mind release

and you might feel at peace

free from the distractions of the world.

Now it may seem

as if you’re in a dream,

but reality will come rushing back.

Slap you dead in the face,

pull you down from space,

cause life can do that sometimes.


Sunlit Dinner

There is nothing better

than a sunlit dinner.

Follow with your eyes

as the sky

goes by

And take a sip

of your lemon drink.

As you stare off into space

let your mind erase,

let your soul escape

into a peaceful place.

There is nothing better

than a sunlit dinner.


Help

Save Me.

the walls are closing in.

Save Me.

from the demons that live within.

Save Me.

my mind begins to spin.

Save Me.

from this unfitting skin.

Save Me.

for they are whispering sin.

Save Me.

for my life is about to end.


Life

And yes, you can make

all the excuses you want.

you can justify your

wrongs in any way that makes

your insecurities turn into

a feeling of power and well being.

You can dismiss the blatant truths

right in front of your eyes

in search of any reason to tell yourself

that this is not who

you really are.

But in the end,

you cannot hide from the truth.

You must come to face who you are,

who you have been,

what you have done.

In the end,

you cannot make any more

excuses.

You cannot cover up

any of your wrong doings.

You can no longer seek

to feed off the weak,

rather you must come to terms with

yourself and who you really are

as a person.


Words

They come

rushing forward

rolling off your tongue,

spitting through your lips.

as they fly

through the air,

you never realize

what damage they

will do.

They hit me

with a force

unimaginable

unfathomable

unreal.

like a spear stabbing

straight through my heart

i feel as if i

am dying.

physical abuse can

heal with time

but words

will nestle within

and haunt you forever.


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Nothin’s easy

when you’re

feelin’ queasy.

Nothin’s fun

when you’re

on the run.

people are scared

with you’re

blue hair.

you got you’re gun

and now it’s done.

Just pull the trigger

and watch it flash

before your eyes.

Give it a squeeze

and watch him

crumple to his knees.

It doesn’t matter

anymore.

When he’s

sinking to the floor.

Nothin’s hard

with you’re

own petard.

Everything’s fun

when you

got a gun.

They’re still scared

of your

red hair.

But the nightmare

is over

before it begun.


Ice Cream Man

Ain’t life free

for the ice cream man?

Ain’t life sweet

for the ice cream man?


Reach Inside

What’s the deal

with how you feel

For those who can’t see

below the knee

Finding something

which I’ve found

buried deep beneath the ground

So come alive

and don’t be dead

Find the notion

Within your head.


Finished?

I don’t know if I’m dumb

or just uninspired.

These poems used to

come to me.

Now they

Run from me.

Playing hooky.


Let It Go

Can we really win

this infinite race

when we know

some things are hard to replace?

It’s hard to let

just One thing go

and keep you’re life

in a steady flow.


Brutality

my wrist curls back

I feel the stick weighing

in my hand

as I propel it forward

to strike the head

of it.

the head vibrates

violently

shaking

trembling.

I cock back my foot

and give it

a swift kick

to the face.

Not once but

two

three

four

times.

After another

stick to the face,

I rear back and

crash into it.

As my cymbal simmers,

my guitarist glances back

and nods

as if to say.

“you killed it”

 


Superbowl Sunday

Hundreds of people

spend Billions of dollars

to try to make

Millions of dollars.

Millions people

spend hours preparing,

spend Hundreds of dollars,

buying things they are told

they need to have.

Millions to be made,

Millions to be lost,

and it’s all for

a game.


Helping Hand

If you see me,

crying in the dark

don’t ask me where I’m from,

don’t ask me where I’ve been,

Just let me in.

If you see me,

begging on my knees

yelling “please, God, please”

with no answers to my pleas,

Just let me in.

Everyone has

some troubles in life.

Everyone has

some grief and strife.

Sometimes we need

a helping hand,

to bring us up

and help us stand.


What Are We?

What are we really

but bones and skin?

What are we really

but time wearing thin?

What are we really

but lights and sounds?

What are we really?

A thought that astounds

or maybe confounds.

The more you think

the less you know

but give it some time

and perhaps you’ll grow

to understand what we really are

and find your path, your Lodestar.


Dreamer

Dreams never die

but sometimes they cry.

Dreams may never fly

but sometimes they try.

Dreams can reach the sky

or never past your eyes.

Dreams can be a way to live

or hold you captive.


Sun

Look to the east

and expect to greet

a rising sun.

Look to the west

and expect to forget

what is keeping you alive.


Normal

Normal is

conforming to society

Normal is

10 days sobriety

Normal is

being cool

Normal is

B’s in school

Normal is

nothing, not even a word

Normal is

nothing, the word is absurd.


The Farmer

With strength and courge

and a furrowed brow,

the old man picked up his rusty plow.

He walked out to the field

bent down, kneeled,

and prayed before begining.

He prayed for past days,

the ones withered away.

He prayed he was far from his dying day.

But once in the field,

he never did yield

to the task he was set to do.

Once he was done

in the blistering sun

and his shadow was long and thin,

he took back to his house

where he sat with a bottle of gin.


The Funny Man

the funny man stands

mic in hand

and stares at his watch.

he’s three minutes in

and can’t even begin

to remember his next joke.

his hands start to sweat

and he begins to regret

signing up for this open mic.

as his dream slowly dies

he begins to realize

a forgotten little piece of advice,

happiness is the key to life.

smiled, and with this rejuvenation

he regained his reputation

and killed it that night in the city basement.

 


The Real Othello

The young moor

crept through the door

into the boudoir

to continue his amour.


Want

There is a place

where demons run free

And angels hide

And Fear looks at you behind sunken eyes.

It is a place thought to be low

many know of it

but few want to go.

Seven layers said Dante

but i say more

Amaranthine, Glorious, Great, giddy, gore.

Eternal suffering,

Everlasting punishment,

make you wonder if you are even sentient.

A place where you pluck out your eyes to see

but hell can be heaven

if you want it to be.


Tomorrows

Don’t wallow over hopeless sorrows

you can always look to a better tomorrow.


The Endless Race

When you want something

you just don’t know.

How do you get

somewhere you can’t go?

Dream of stars and space

will I ever win this endless race?

Be all that you can be,

well I tried but it’s taking an eternity.

No where to run,

no where to hide,

just left behind these sunken eyes.


The End

The beginning

will be like

The End


Nocturnal

What if there was a society

of nocturnal humans?

who slept by day

and worked by night?

which side

would you chose?


Chaos

Chaos begins as

the shark lies in wait beneath.

Then swims up and sinks his teeth

into the lonely swimmer.

Will just one be enough for this sharks dinner?


Utopia

A Utopian society can never be achieved

because with knowledge

comes power and greed


the whim

There once was a boy, tall and thin

who took a train ride on a whim

the train took him to the depths of hell

where he sat a rang a solitary bell

and in the early morning when the clock struck thrice

he was fed a single bowl of plain, white rice

this is how he spent his lonely days

his mind stuck in a foggy haze

he decided one day to try and leave

only to find the devil is impossible to decieve

so he was stuck there in the depths of hell

ringing his lonely, solitary bell


The Man

The man killed his only love

the only thing more beautiful than a blossoming foxglove

with one swift move he sent her away

and began a period of slow decay

and that was the end of his ladylove

who flew away gracefully like a dove

You don’t know what you got

until it’s gone

now with nothing left over which to fawn

it was hard for him to carry on

a love once lost

is hard to again find

you must hold tight

to what you deem devine

for in an instant it may be lost forever